I fucking just LOVE how my former father-in-law (former because with Chris’ death I have been thrust from married with in-laws to widowed without in-laws) doesn’t speak to me when his wife isn’t around. She is currently playing Mah-jong at the neighbors.
Magnus and I were just in the kitchen with him having a late lunch and he was cooking something. He totally ignored both of us. Ok he had to briefly acknowledge my existence when I was right next to him rinsing dishes out to put them in the dishwasher because he also was using the sink.
FUUUUUUUUUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.
I won’t show that his complete rudeness pisses me off so instead I want to cry but I don’t want to cry because I don’t want Magnus to see me upset. So instead I’m typing about this fucking shit on here. FUCK.
We are leaving soon, we are leaving soon, WE ARE LEAVING SOON.
Tomorrow we’re spending the night in Austin to hang out with Paul & Magnus has counseling on Wednesday in Austin.
Thursday I’m leaving in the morning to attempt to finish calling all the fucking medical bill people and maybe start writing thank you cards to those that have sent them. Then I have counseling in the afternoon. Today I’m going to invite my former in-laws to dinner Thursday night to tell them we are moving to Kansas. I don’t know how they’ll react. They’ve assumed that I am going to get an place here in Georgetown.
This Friday Magnus & I are going to Houston to visit Lori & her family for the weekend, yay!!!!
We are leaving soon. Soon we will have our own house, our own bathroom, our own kitchen, our own bedrooms, our own living room. Soon soon fucking soon.
ad astra per aspera 