ad astra per aspera

This blog was an outlet to process sadness, anger, confusion and anything else in those ranges. It started during my husband Chris' treatment for leukemia and continued after his death.

Chris turned 36 today – in the hospital of course.

I suggested to Dennis that maybe he could bring Chris some lunch since the hospital food there sucks. He laughed.

I took Magnus to visit his dad. Magnus didn’t want to wear the face mask to protect Chris from his germs so Chris wore one.

Will this ever end? Will we ever get to be a family again?