anticipation

Went to bed last night not feeling very stressed. Had restless dreams and was wide awake when Magnus called to me from his door at 5:30 a.m.
At the library now compiling a list of questions to ask the Dr. and attempting to tackle the 14 page Medicaid application for Chris and patient financial assistance application for the Cancer Center of Kansas.
It’s a bit sobering and extremely tedious to start filing out things like medical power of attorney/living will, durable power of attorney, and last will and testament paperwork.

I’m hoping we get the answers to many of our questions today and don’t leave having to wait for more test results. I’m expecting that he’ll enter the hospital soon for his initial month long chemo called “induction of remission”. I’m hoping they don’t admit him today and we at least have the weekend together.

As tired as he is right now this is probably the best he is going to feel for awhile.

Ok time to stop indulging in emotions and focus on the paperwork at hand.


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